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[June 30, 1:16 am]
[ mood | tired ]

SIX FLAGS IS DA MOTHA FUCKEN BOMB.. DATS ALL I GOTTA SAY. MY FIRST TIME EVER GOING THEA `ND I HAD A MOTHA FUCKEN BLAST

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STEPHEN (MY EX) IS A FAG [June 28, 10:08 pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

gritskindiaz (10:43:24 AM): yo keep poopin that shyt vanessa u better watch ur self
flipdSHORTAY (10:43:33 AM): who da fxck is didss?
gritskindiaz (10:43:38 AM): im going to fukin kill u better wtach ur self keep poppin all that shyt
gritskindiaz (10:43:41 AM): i got somethign for u
flipdSHORTAY (10:43:46 AM): u ain`t killen no one
flipdSHORTAY (10:43:48 AM): is dis stephen?
gritskindiaz (10:43:52 AM): dont worry
flipdSHORTAY (10:43:56 AM): niqkah w/e
flipdSHORTAY (10:43:59 AM): i ain`t poppin` shit
flipdSHORTAY (10:44:04 AM): u da one puttin ma name into dis bullshit
flipdSHORTAY (10:44:09 AM): when i dunno wdf ya talken about
flipdSHORTAY (10:44:14 AM): if it`s jennifer call jennifer
flipdSHORTAY (10:44:19 AM): `nd leave me da fxck outta dis bullshit
flipdSHORTAY (10:44:26 AM): if u gonna do something DO IT TODAYYY
flipdSHORTAY (10:44:30 AM): IMMA B ON YA BLOCK
gritskindiaz (10:44:36 AM): fuk outta here all yall workin together fuk that shty ya'll fuking hatin
flipdSHORTAY (10:44:38 AM): AS A MATTER OF FACT U KNOW WHEA I LIVE
gritskindiaz (10:44:39 AM): u all tell me the same shyt
gritskindiaz (10:44:41 AM): one day oneday
gritskindiaz (10:44:43 AM): w.e
flipdSHORTAY (10:44:45 AM): NIQKAG
flipdSHORTAY (10:44:49 AM): DO I TALK 2 JENNIFER?
flipdSHORTAY (10:44:50 AM): NO
gritskindiaz (10:44:51 AM): ya'll mad cause ya'll anit happy with wha u got
gritskindiaz (10:44:55 AM): yes u do
gritskindiaz (10:44:58 AM): as matter fact
flipdSHORTAY (10:44:59 AM): i am happy
gritskindiaz (10:45:03 AM): cause u u told her mad shyt
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:03 AM): no i don`t speak 2 her
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:08 AM): I DON`T SPEAK 2 HER
gritskindiaz (10:45:09 AM): yes u do u fiukin
gritskindiaz (10:45:09 AM): lkair
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:12 AM): w/e stephen
gritskindiaz (10:45:13 AM): she even told me thats hyt
gritskindiaz (10:45:19 AM): she said that u said that my gurl was ugly
gritskindiaz (10:45:24 AM): go head tell that shyt
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:24 AM): then she`s lying.
gritskindiaz (10:45:31 AM): dont fukin to lie
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:32 AM): i said ur girl looks OLDER stephen
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:34 AM): i even told u
gritskindiaz (10:45:36 AM): u even told me that shty
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:37 AM): myseld.
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:41 AM): exactly
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:48 AM): and dat`s all da fuck i said
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:51 AM): i never said anything else
gritskindiaz (10:45:52 AM): noo
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:52 AM): fuck
gritskindiaz (10:45:56 AM): u said that my gurl is ugfly
flipdSHORTAY (10:45:59 AM): ALL I SAID WAS DATTT
gritskindiaz (10:46:03 AM): aND THAT U SAID JENNIFFER WAS THE BEST
gritskindiaz (10:46:05 AM): FUK THAT BITCH
gritskindiaz (10:46:07 AM): FUK U
gritskindiaz (10:46:09 AM): FUK EVERY ONE
gritskindiaz (10:46:18 AM): JUST STOP LEAVE ME THE FUKL ALONE ALREADY
gritskindiaz (10:46:24 AM): U ALREADY FUKL UP MY LIFE
gritskindiaz (10:46:28 AM): IM SORRY IF IT WASNT U
gritskindiaz (10:46:33 AM): BUT ITS COMING FROM UR NAME
gritskindiaz (10:46:39 AM): SOO I GUESS JUST WATCH WAT U SAY
gritskindiaz (10:46:43 AM): CAUS ETHIS SHYT ANIT COOL
gritskindiaz (10:46:49 AM): MY SISTER IS EVEN TIGHT AND FEELIN SHYT
flipdSHORTAY (10:47:35 AM): yo
gritskindiaz (10:47:44 AM): WAT
flipdSHORTAY (10:47:46 AM): i said jennifer was the best?
flipdSHORTAY (10:47:47 AM): noo
flipdSHORTAY (10:47:49 AM): i said she was pretty
flipdSHORTAY (10:47:55 AM): yo
flipdSHORTAY (10:47:56 AM): honestly
gritskindiaz (10:47:57 AM): THAT FUKIN BULLSHTY
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:02 AM): i didn`t say anything bad to ur girl
gritskindiaz (10:48:02 AM): THEN SOME ONE BE GOING ON UR S.N
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:04 AM): or karen
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:06 AM): they cursing me out.
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:09 AM): u cursed me out.
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:11 AM): from ur s/n
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:12 AM): at 2 am
gritskindiaz (10:48:28 AM): THAT BULLSHTY CAUSE I DONT EVEN BE ON AT 2 AM IN THE FUKIGN MORNIGN IM TALKIN TO MY WIFE HALF ASLEEP
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:31 AM): imma change my s/n and my password
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:34 AM): i knooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:35 AM): OMG
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:42 AM): DATS WHEN THEY TOLD ME THAT IT MUST OF BEEN SOMEONE ELSE
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:43 AM): ON UR S/N
flipdSHORTAY (10:48:50 AM): AND I SAID MAYBE CUZ U NEVER WRITE TOME IN REGULAR FONT
gritskindiaz (10:48:54 AM): SO WHY KEEP POPPIN THAT SHYT MAN
gritskindiaz (10:48:58 AM): JUST STOP ALREADY FUKK
flipdSHORTAY (10:49:01 AM): POPPIN WAT SHIIT???
flipdSHORTAY (10:49:02 AM): YO
flipdSHORTAY (10:49:05 AM): STEPHEN.
flipdSHORTAY (10:49:07 AM): CALLME RIGH NOW.
flipdSHORTAY (10:49:12 AM): CUZ I AIN`T POPPIN NO SHIT
flipdSHORTAY (10:49:13 AM): ABOUT NO ONE.
gritskindiaz (10:49:16 AM): NAH IM STRAIGHT
flipdSHORTAY (10:49:21 AM): I DUN WANT U AND LYNETTE 2 BREAK UP
flipdSHORTAY (10:49:23 AM): I ALREADY TOLD HER
flipdSHORTAY (10:49:26 AM): I DUN NEED U
flipdSHORTAY (10:49:28 AM): OR TALK ABOUT U
flipdSHORTAY (10:49:29 AM): FUCKKKKKK
gritskindiaz (10:49:44 AM): WELL FOR SOME REEASON EVERYONE TAHT KNOWS TAHT I KNO SAY TAHT U TY ALK SHYT
gritskindiaz (10:49:50 AM): U KNO WHA FUK IM GOING TO PUT NAMES
gritskindiaz (10:49:51 AM): DEBBIE
gritskindiaz (10:49:53 AM): MARGET
gritskindiaz (10:49:54 AM): ELKAINE
gritskindiaz (10:49:56 AM): JENNIFFER
gritskindiaz (10:49:57 AM): ROGER
gritskindiaz (10:50:01 AM): LOOK AT
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:04 AM): AY YO; I`M GOING 2 SKOO
gritskindiaz (10:50:11 AM): AND U GOIGN OTO TELL ME PEOPLE ARE GOING TO FUKIN TO LIE ABOUT THAT
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:15 AM): yo
gritskindiaz (10:50:17 AM): NOT EVEN ROGER LIE ABOUT SHYT
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:18 AM): do i talk shit to them?
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:18 AM): no
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:20 AM): yo
gritskindiaz (10:50:23 AM): RIGER KNOW IM HAPPY SPO WAT THE FUKL
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:25 AM): i don`t even see roger anymore
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:30 AM): and I KNO TOOOO
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:34 AM): I KNO U WANNA MARRY HER
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:34 AM): TO
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:37 AM): **
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:40 AM): I DIDN`T SAY NADA
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:44 AM): i told karen yesterday
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:47 AM): dat u love lynette
flipdSHORTAY (10:50:48 AM): fuck
gritskindiaz (10:51:03 AM): WELL I DONT KNO W VCANESSSA U GOT STRAIGHT SHYT OUT
gritskindiaz (10:51:27 AM): THEN WTF
gritskindiaz (10:51:39 AM): WHY DO IU HEAR SHTY THAT IS ALWAYS COIING OUT UR MOUTH
gritskindiaz (10:51:49 AM): I MEAN DAMN I EVEN CHANGED MY S.N
gritskindiaz (10:51:52 AM): AND YO DONT LIE TO ME
gritskindiaz (10:51:54 AM): WHO BE ON MY S.N
flipdSHORTAY (10:52:32 AM): i don`t kno stephen
flipdSHORTAY (10:52:35 AM): i don`t kno ur password
flipdSHORTAY (10:52:42 AM): i fucken swear to my fucken life son
flipdSHORTAY (10:52:44 AM): i don`t fucken kno
flipdSHORTAY (10:52:50 AM): i don`t kno who b on ur s/n
flipdSHORTAY (10:52:57 AM): maybe it`s jennifer like eeryone said.
flipdSHORTAY (10:53:07 AM): i`m chaning my screen name
flipdSHORTAY (10:53:14 AM): `nd imma jus forget about every one
flipdSHORTAY (10:53:15 AM): fxk it
flipdSHORTAY (10:53:19 AM): imam jus take off my internet.
flipdSHORTAY (10:53:26 AM): show ur girl u love her
flipdSHORTAY (10:53:28 AM): fuck da haters
flipdSHORTAY (10:53:33 AM): if its trulylove ya`ll over come anything
flipdSHORTAY (10:53:38 AM): i`m out

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it`s been a whiLe. [June 28, 9:51 am]
[ mood | thirsty ]

ayOo wat`$z fuxken` reaLLy goOod?! ii qot a fxcken lOt tO taLk about! weLL; $chooL finished for me a$z yOu may aLreadii knOe. iigh cheqk it; i met dat niqkah john in schoOL or wateva `nd me `nd him was gettin` reaLLy close. weLL i became his girL saturday. ok before u say wdf? i$`z she pLayen jay? nah weLL i deaded jonathan June 21, 2005.... we got baqk togetha for our 1 year and 9 month anniiversaryy 2 see if thiinq$z chanqed `nd dey wasz da same so ii jus` deaded it... weLL i been chiLLen w/ john all of these daii`sz `nd he is SO AMAZING..my daddy met hiim `nd daddy liikes`z hiim. ma mommy don`t wanna meet no otha niqkah `nd shxt `cause she loves jonathan. ehk wateva moven on... i spend my day`s now eitha chillen at home or with my daddy or with his girL stephanie. now ma pLace 2 chill is washington heights. DAT`S DA SHIT.umm arLene deaded me `nd veroniqkah was acten fxcked up buh she chanqed or wateva. i`m supposed to stay in her brib friday. weLL imma update in a few i qOtta qet readii 2 qO tO schOoL tO qet ma repOrt card =)

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I`M OUT OF SCHOOL... [June 16, 12:20 am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I`M SO HAPPY I`M OUT OF SCHOOL =D U KNO WAT? FUCK JONATHAN IT`S TIME TO TALK TO ANOTHA NIGGA HERE HE GOES.
sexy john

HIS NAME IS JOHN HE 17 HE A JUNIOR HE GO TO MY SCHOOL. HE IS SO SEXI & I`M TALKING TO HIM NOW. I`LL UPDATE TOMORROW.

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it`s conversationsz like these dat i miss... [June 8, 3:22 pm]
[ mood | happy ]

flipd SHORTAY: heyyyyyyyyyyyy ma
hazy lunqz: hey boo
flipd SHORTAY: watz qood baby
flipd SHORTAY: how u been? how u doinq?
hazy lunqz: im iight baegurl
hazy lunqz: u?
flipd SHORTAY: ii`m qood baby i miss u so much u dunno
flipd SHORTAY: the internet ain`t da same w/o u ma. for real it isn`t.
hazy lunqz: damn ma. i miss uuuu
flipd SHORTAY: i miss u too babesz; like when i don`t go to skooL no one be online. it usta be me `nd u chatting from early to night.
flipd SHORTAY: colombia is nice tho? u neva gave me ur #!
hazy lunqz: cuz i know u wouldnt call ma
flipd SHORTAY: yes i wud.
flipd SHORTAY: i wud by a calling card & call
flipd SHORTAY: buy*
hazy lunqz: i be here errday from 9´30 am till 3 pm .. u dial 0*****-4**-0***
flipd SHORTAY: weird #'s lol im saving it now
hazy lunqz: lolol
hazy lunqz: i know
flipd SHORTAY: ok so i will call u ;-) imma buy a calling card today so i can call tomorrow ;-) u not thea in da night time?
hazy lunqz: nah
hazy lunqz: :-\
flipd SHORTAY: okay =D is it morning over there?
flipd SHORTAY: lol i`m dumb
hazy lunqz: lol
hazy lunqz: its 1´54
hazy lunqz: over here
flipd SHORTAY: in da afternoon?
hazy lunqz: yeah
flipd SHORTAY: cool
flipd SHORTAY: only 1 hour difference really
flipd SHORTAY: its 2:55
flipd SHORTAY: =D
flipd SHORTAY: brb baby if u not here when i come back i love u & stay safe te quiero mucho & i MISSS YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART
hazy lunqz: omgg mama same to u

Auto response from flipd SHORTAY:
away ; get at me later

flipd SHORTAY: heyy yay! u still hea
flipd SHORTAY: =D
hazy lunqz: lol}
hazy lunqz: bout to be out
flipd SHORTAY: aww
hazy lunqz: :-\
flipd SHORTAY: dat sucks
hazy lunqz: smoke a blunt and shit lol
flipd SHORTAY: lmao
flipd SHORTAY: dique smoke a blunt
hazy lunqz: with the neighbor
flipd SHORTAY: STOP! u too cute for that
hazy lunqz: lol
flipd SHORTAY: so wha u do out thea babe? who u out thea with? ur dad?
hazy lunqz: i be on the low so no1 know ima pothead
flipd SHORTAY: haha
flipd SHORTAY: :-P
hazy lunqz: yeh
flipd SHORTAY: i feel u
hazy lunqz: but i made friends in dec. so im good
flipd SHORTAY: o0o dat`s coo.
flipd SHORTAY: i started working
flipd SHORTAY: `nd shit
hazy lunqz: dats wussup
flipd SHORTAY: :-P
flipd SHORTAY: getting ready for ur birthday?
hazy lunqz: hell yeah
flipd SHORTAY: haha
flipd SHORTAY: lemme find out
flipd SHORTAY: :-P
flipd SHORTAY: its the big 16
flipd SHORTAY: so u qood
hazy lunqz: hell yeah
hazy lunqz: what bout u ?
hazy lunqz: u ready for urs ?
flipd SHORTAY: nah niqkah. imma jus throw a big ass party in webster`s hall w/ ODEE liquor `nd shit. i wish u was here. so that we cud party `nd bullshxtr
hazy lunqz: i might be u never know
flipd SHORTAY: i hope so
flipd SHORTAY: shit
flipd SHORTAY: my shit in september anyways
flipd SHORTAY: lol
hazy lunqz: im do the same empty the criib and maddddddddd drinks
flipd SHORTAY: haha
hazy lunqz: high 5
flipd SHORTAY: hehe :-)
flipd SHORTAY: damn ma i miss these conversations.
hazy lunqz: me too ma. but ima have to be out
hazy lunqz: :-*
hazy lunqz: muahhz
hazy lunqz: luv u mama
flipd SHORTAY: i put u in ma pro
flipd SHORTAY: i love u too babe
flipd SHORTAY: i already told mami to buy me a calling card
hazy lunqz: omg i miss u too mama
flipd SHORTAY: :-)
flipd SHORTAY: it`s ok u not gone foreva so we qood. i love you be good. mwahsz
hazy lunqz: read mind
hazy lunqz: nime
hazy lunqz: lol}
hazy lunqz: mine
flipd SHORTAY: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
flipd SHORTAY: <33333
hazy lunqz: muahhz
hazy lunqz signed off at 3:21:48 PM.

i miss mah baby girl dee COME BACK

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what a day! STUPiD annoying fxckz [June 7, 10:38 pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

WHAT DA FUCK IS UP WITH THIS >:-0
Liiddl718LaYdiie: supp
flipd SHORTAY: hi
Liiddl718LaYdiie: su[pper
flipd SHORTAY: chillen
Liiddl718LaYdiie: http://peachie.nu/vectortutorial/vector2.html
Liiddl718LaYdiie: i dont get that when she b like trace ova da dark colors of tha face..when u cant even see tha dark colors
flipd SHORTAY: mama not to sound rude; but i`d appreciate it if u just stop IMing me for help. i don`t like it; it gets annoying.
flipd SHORTAY: once in a while it`s ok. not all the damn time.
flipd SHORTAY: come on i dun even kno u like dat i don`t kno shit about u just dat ur name is nene well ur tag & ur 16.
Liiddl718LaYdiie: whoa
flipd SHORTAY: i don`t mind helping people pero not everyday; i have a life too.
Liiddl718LaYdiie: o
Liiddl718LaYdiie: can u help me plz
flipd SHORTAY: DIDN`T I JUS TELL U TO STOP ASKING?
Liiddl718LaYdiie: bitch
Liiddl718LaYdiie: ill murk yo ass
flipd SHORTAY: WATEVA
flipd SHORTAY: U FUNNY
Liiddl718LaYdiie: u bettuh calm dat down
flipd SHORTAY: NAH
flipd SHORTAY: U WILDIN
flipd SHORTAY: WHO DA FUCK U THINK U IS?
Liiddl718LaYdiie: nene fuk u mean
Liiddl718LaYdiie: ho ma own indvidual
Liiddl718LaYdiie: shut dat shit down
flipd SHORTAY: oh now u wanna say otha thinqsz besides help me? kno any vectoring sites? send me brushes! blah dis that `nd da third. if u a fxcken "G" slide thru. i ain`t scared of no bitch;
flipd SHORTAY: listen i dont got time for lil kidd games so 1
flipd SHORTAY: no wonder no one likes u.
Liiddl718LaYdiie: who
Liiddl718LaYdiie: u dont kno me
Liiddl718LaYdiie: ornun bot me
flipd SHORTAY: mm hmm exactly; but i do kno ppl u IM and ask their help for.
Liiddl718LaYdiie: nah
flipd SHORTAY: yeah i do.
flipd SHORTAY: `nd even dat qirl u told me to ask she said ur annoying
Liiddl718LaYdiie: so fuk her
Liiddl718LaYdiie: hea gay ass
flipd SHORTAY: iiqh.
flipd SHORTAY: anywaysz;
flipd SHORTAY: i qot betta thinqsz to do.
flipd SHORTAY: `
flipd SHORTAY: 1*


now come on! don`t come at me with this bullshit.

5 MINUTES LATER
Liiddl718LaYdiie: 1 yaself ho
flipd SHORTAY: haha imma hoe `nd i have ONE man dat i been with for ONE YEAR AND EIGHT MONTHS and i`m a HOE? nah trick u wrong; u dunno me. or anythinq about me . i`ll be that hoe. the hoe who ain`t eva helping u again.
Liiddl718LaYdiie: so fuking what
Liiddl718LaYdiie: i dont care
Liiddl718LaYdiie: i dont give a fuk if i dont kno u or nothing bout cha dont nobody wanna kno yo bisexual ass
Liiddl718LaYdiie: bounce da fuck out ma ims ho
flipd SHORTAY: lmaosz
flipd SHORTAY: u a funny lil ass girl.
Liiddl718LaYdiie: i ssaid 1 yaself bitc
flipd SHORTAY: byeeeeeee
Liiddl718LaYdiie: tutorials ho
Liiddl718LaYdiie: das what its called
Liiddl718LaYdiie: u was ma tutorial i was usin yo ass
Liiddl718LaYdiie: fo ma help
Liiddl718LaYdiie: to help me
Liiddl718LaYdiie: *
flipd SHORTAY: and i barely helped u.
flipd SHORTAY: lol/
flipd SHORTAY: 1
Liiddl718LaYdiie: yes u did
Liiddl718LaYdiie: lol
Liiddl718LaYdiie: lil do u kno
flipd SHORTAY: wat?
Liiddl718LaYdiie: u helped me
Liiddl718LaYdiie: yup
flipd SHORTAY: sending u brushes?
Liiddl718LaYdiie: u heard me
flipd SHORTAY: lol
flipd SHORTAY: wow
flipd SHORTAY: and links here `nd thea.
flipd SHORTAY: like i said BYE
Liiddl718LaYdiie: 1
Liiddl718LaYdiie: ho
flipd SHORTAY: omggggg.
flipd SHORTAY: leave me alone
Liiddl718LaYdiie signed off at 10:49:23 PM.

little ass immature girls these days. it`s funny how she OLDER than me but bitch`s mentaLity is YOUNGER THAN MINE. wow. lol i`m still laughing. well to the good part; today i didn`t go to school i had a couple of things to do and plus i went to bed late cause i was chatting to edgy & a whole bunch of otha girls online last night in a chat room. then edgy calls me at like one something and we start yapping for about 20 minutes. i go to bed at like 2 something in the morning. dumb tired. so i stayed home. tell me how my momsz man baby moms calls my brib & i`m like hello cuz i was sleeping `nd the bitch is like oh "yo is willie thea?" and im like "who dis?" and she like "kathy" i`m all like "ayo i don`t think he here" and she`s like "what do you mean he not thea" i`m like "well i didn`t go to school & i don`t see no one in ma brib" and she like go check so im like iigh. i put him on the phone or wateva they start arguing. how the fuck bitch got the fucking balls to call my MOTHA FUCKING FONE. BITCH IS WILDIN. so anyways; my mother and i start getting ready to go to housing and shit when my brothers school calls saying they needed us to go to the school. my mom goes or wateva come to find out they lock my brother up. my mommy fainted in the school and shit was crazy. some girl cross dat out SOME BITCH ON SUNDAY OFFERED TO GIVE MY BROTHER & HIS 3 FRIENDS HEAD. THEY ALL REJECTED HER TELLING HER NO BECAUSE SHE WAS UGLY, FAT, AND HAD A LOT OF PIMPLES. SHE WAS UPSET AND SAD AND DECIDED TO LIE TO HER MOM AND SAY THAT MY BROTHER HARRASSED HER OVER THE PHONE TELLING HER AND FORCING HER TO GIVE HIM HEAD. (BY THE WAY ITS A LIE) ON SUNDAY MY BROTHER WAS IN A PICNIC WITH MY MOTHER BY THE TIME HE GOT HOME HE WENT STRAIGHT TO BED. HOW WAS IT DAT SHE SPOKE TO HIM ON THE PHONE? YESTERDAY WAS WHEN SHE OFFERED IT TO HIM.
anyways; today her mom went to the school with her 25 year old son to hit my brother. my brother just turned 13 so how da fuck does dat look like? so yeah anyways he got locked up and we had to go to the precient. since we was by my dads house we decided to go visit ma fams nd shit. then we got my brother after we kilt time. i got mad cuz i didn`t work today again. wat type of gay ass job is this? i dunno. anyways i didn`t see my man today =( but ehk wateva, i spoke to deborah & stuff and i`m bored so i`m out

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7 DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL! [June 6, 11:07 pm]
[ mood | confused ]

omg ii`m so happy; onLy seven more days left of schooL. yo aiin`t nuffiin` change besiides da fact dat ii`m workinq now iin pLanet earth clothiinq store hea in da bronx; iit`s iiqh jus dat u qotta seLL in order to get paid more. iit`s off da books so ii`m onLy getting $5 per hour but ehk wateva. anyways today ma day was iiqh; i went to skooL and had the day off from work; i spoke to margaret for a lil bit & den when i got home i got online then took a nap. i spoke to deborah today `nd everytime i speak to her it`s like damn. =( all my feeLiingsz come back. i DEDiiCAYTED a song to her `nd she listened to it today. anyways; yesterday i told stephen i don`t want to be his friend anymore because everytime we taLk the feeLings come back `nd i just can`t do that `cause i`m in love with jonathan `nd he`s supposedly in love with lynette. he showed me a pic of his & her hand wif wedding bands. it hurt me so much since he was my first love. even though he wasn`t my first intimate partner my man was. stephen was the first serious reLationship i had but he was a jerk & an asshole who treated me like shit. i get reminded everyday of him cuz i go to skoo right next to his brib. damn man. leea is 2 months pregnant. CONGRATULATiONS BABY GiRL. WHEN WE GON FUCK? and lismany coming down hea with her sistah WHOOPDI FUCKING WHOOP & india is gon b ma fxck buddy when i go down thea & omg so much shit is happening i gotta take the fxken regents the 22nd. atleast i am only taking ONE. but umm i`m tired so i`m out. i proLLy stay home tomorrow so i`ll eitha write hea or just go to work.
P.S CHRISTINA IS STILL IN LOVE WITH ME & SO IS SABEL. WHAT DO I DO?

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YAY!!!!!!!! [June 1, 8:59 pm]
[ mood | tired ]

11 MORE DAYS OF SKOO LEFT HAHA =D HEY PEOPLE WATS GOOD? WELL I'M HERE CHILLEN ARGUING WITH MY MAN CUZ HE'S DUMB. I WENT SHOPPING TODAY WIF MA LIL SISTAH SHE'S THE COOLEST HER LIVEJOURNAL IS (VIEVIE_) SO GET AT HER YO =0 ANYWAYSZ PEOPLE YESTERDAY I WENT ON A TRIP TO A THEATRE WHERE THEY PERFORMED MA PLAY ND SHIIT. I WAS WITH AMANDA & CARLOS & ROILY & ZEY AND SO MUCH OTHER PEOPLE. ANYWAYS TO GET TO THE GOOD PART WE WENT TO EAT AFTER THE PLAY'S WERE DONE `ND WE WENT TO MCDONALDSZ. BOY WAT WAS DAT FOR. AMANDA BOUGHT ME A CHEESEBURGER `ND SHIT BUT THE FUNNY ASS SHIT WAS DAT WE WAS LL PLAYING IN DA KIDS PLAYGROUND. (YEA TELL ME ABOUT IT) I MISSED THEM OLD DAYS WHEN I WAS A CHILD.

so yea back to normal mode. so yea basically i had OD fun yesterday. so we went to baskin robbins afterwards and amanda <3 and i bought a milkshake of chocolate mint dats my boo i so fucking love her. i got the illest crush on her. supposedly we going out pero i dunno. yo just yesterday was the illest day for me. except for when i went to my mans game & they fucking lost to MORRIS HS off of errors. MORRIS HS won by getting walked because them niqkahsz did not hit dat ball not fucking once. but moving on to bigger `nd better things.

today i went to skoo & chilled. i left early because some shit happened with my brother and i had to come home. mami and i went to burnside and bought shit for our picnic on saturday. =D we going to bear mountain. she took vero, bubu, muka & me out to eat what a fucking miracle cuz she never takes us out. it was nice though. so yea after that i went with my sister to buy my daddy food `nd ii went to his brib to get some money to buy some shoes i been beastiinq for. ii was in fordham ii went to spriint `nd dem mofo'z still don`t qot ma damn fone. from thea ii went to burnsiide `nd ii bouqht me the shoes =D i also bought a matchiinq shiirt `nd some jeansz. iimma qet da purse `nd accessoriies tomorrow. =D but anyways; iimma bout to go to bed ii did a new screen name cuz ii have a jocker ( fliped shortay) so ii had to chanqe ma shit for aim.
anyways i'll holla tomorrow mwahsz.

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xix marci poo: MY BiG SiSTER:
hey babes, let me start off by saying i love you. your my big sister and always will be. i love you muchoz. we've only known eachother for like 9 months but we act like we've known eachother since the day *I* wuz born lol =P yeah but i can talk to you about anything and go to you for advice and know you'll lead me in the right direction if im confused about something. i cant wait to see you when you come down and when i go up!! lol

SHOES amanda has a pic of the same shoes i bought so here we go.
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my beautiful weekend... [May 29, 4:32 pm]
[ mood | horny ]

wats qood iitsz been almost a week siince ii've last updated iit'sz just that ii been kiinda buszy 'nd shiit. anywaysz; ii'm lookiinq for some new LJ friiendsz. =D well school iis almost over in about 15 days then we go back das followiinq week for reqentsz. ii qotta take dat liiviinq enviironment reqent exam; hmm ii know you guys must be tiired of heariinq about me 'nd jaysz problemsz pero diis weekend he spent da niiqht & iit'sz been real qood. we been communiicatiinq & talkiinq about workiinq shiit out. ii mean ii am scared to fall deeper iin love wiith me. ii also had a lonq talk wiif' ma boobee marqaret & she told me iit iisn't fair to keep on breakiinq up wif' hiim 'nd qettiinq back wiif' hiim. iit'sz tru. enywaysz; on friiday him & ii stood here babysiitiinq because my mommy went out wiif willie for her biirthday. jay & i had NO sex! we hadn't been haviinq sex for about a week until today =D. anyways man yesterday we went to a party and i spent time with ma babygirl jayleen yo but i have to go i have alot more to type about but jay is about to pick me up cusz we goiinq to da park 2 play basketball; ttyl mwahsz

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1 year 8 months. [May 23, 10:40 pm]
[ mood | tired ]

ok so today i make a year and eight months with jonathan as you may already know. it was an OK day. i went to school seen my baby boo amanda <3 & chilled with christina, janine, marie & rosie da everyday crew u kno how we do. anyways we was buggen in school. i went shopping yesterday at OLD NAVY and bought maad shirts & some cute shoes so today i rocked dem shoes with my hair curly since i dyed my hair saturday night ;-] i wanted to show it off. lmaosz.. i worked my ass off today in school trying to do my best to pass all them classes. anyways man after school jay picked me up and we came over here. he bought me red roses & then we just chilled in ma brib. after that we went to eat nd shit. we chilled or watever and then we went to the jewlery shop and shit and he showed me engagement rings im getting engaged for real dis time. <3 ANYWAYS YO I AM SO BEAT. FROM ALL THIS HOMEWORK AND ALL THIS CRAP MAN. IMMA HOLLA LATA YO.

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[May 22, 10:20 pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

i told jonathan forget it. we together but if i get to dat point i can't take no more imma leave him for good. jus wanted to say i wont be online ocassionally anymore. my mom is taking my modem to cablevision so BYE BYE ALL MY LOVELYS

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jay nd me is over. [May 22, 1:59 pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

I HATE JAY EVERYTHiNG WAS GOiNG SO GOOD SiNCE DA LAST ENTRY. NOW iT'S OVER AND i DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANYTHNG FROM HiM.

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[May 17, 11:32 pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

today was a cool day. i didn't go to school cuz i had cramps nd shit. vero & lene was supposed to come but they didn't show up. right now im so confused/ sad/ lonely/ depressed. i dunno if imma dead jay. i mean i told him we're better off friends. maybe fck buddies but i dunno. lets see. but im off dis.

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[May 13, 12:44 am]
[ mood | confused ]

watsz good? right now i just finished updating my site. at the moment i am chatting to arlene & my future hubby victor. i don't know what's wrong with me that i'm falling so hard for victor :-/. i feel so confused. i mean i knew him wayyy before i met stephen or jonathan and when i liked him he really wasn't into me and now he finally revealed his feelings for me and its hurting me cause i really like him alot. all those old feelings is coming back to me and i want to experience something with him. da only thing is that i don't want to hurt jay because i love jay too much to end up cheating on him or hurting him. today victor and i were on the phone for soo long we laughed and wilded out on the phone to me; it was so amazing. i even cut off jonathan a couple of times just to speak with victor. i don't know man i'm so confused. so then; there's this issue with my best friend veronica; i dont know whats wrong with her but she been seeming type upset about something and i want to know whats bothering her. i wanna know whats going on but she doesn't wanna tell me. imma just let her open up to me whenever she wants. =/ next topic; arlene. i was her first girl and i really liked her. i still do but there's something that gets me so mad about her i really dunno what it is yet. i mean is she confused too? ummm. but yeah; i wud like to keep da relationship we had to get back and fix it but w/e. its up to her. so yeah today cristal wrote to me dique trying to talk to me again but i aint gonna be all up on her ass nd shit cusz of da way she is she be acting up. i haven't been to school this whole week but imma definately go next week for sure cuz i miss ma baby amanda & christina & janine & marie my four most common bitches :-D but umm.. im tired so i'll holla lata mwahsz

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gzus is back//new layout [May 11, 1:03 pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

hey watz qood? ok so qood news GZUS IS BACK ma babyboo is so back and hopefully for good. anyways i have a new layout likes? i didn't go to school today im going to finish cleaning my room and then i will be heading off to do my nails =). anyways i'll be back later . can anyone teach me to do ljcuts? and the code so my page can show just 1 entry at a time? please help me. mwahsz

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depressinq lonely life of mine </3 [May 10, 11:50 pm]
[ mood | </3 heartbroken ]

i don't understand why this happens to me out of all people. the reason i have not written has been because of everything i am going through with my man and at home. i had a surprise a while back and that was that i might have been expecting my first child but today i found out i am not pregnant. the egg never makes it into my uterus =[ anyways; moving on. jonathan had left to baltimore, maryland and don't get me wrong i missed him a whole lot but at the same time i had so much fun its not even funny. i got my tongue pierced 05/04 da 6th i chilled with vero & she stood over. SATURDAY we went to a party in 168 nd Tinton & Boston Rd. it was iiqh. just too many disrespectful heads there. anyways when he came back on sunday i was so excited to see him. we had the bomb diggity sex and i just loved it and loved him even more. yesterday though. wow. was a whole 'notha fucked up situation. he cut school to chill with me so i was happy; he was on my computer and decided to go through some picture shits and found dennis' pics. i didn't download them to the computer though. we started arguing all because he got jealous so i ended up breaking up with him and calling his mom telling her he was in my house and i wanted him out. he proposed and i'm so in love with him that immediately i said yes. it was amazing i cried and cried and cried but watever i got over it. so then; we make up he leaves to go home and then i go out to eat with mommy and daddy at IHOP (delicious ass lunch) and then when i'm already on my way home right down the block i get a disturbing phone call from my dad telling me that jay had called him crying and that he was arguing with his mom. my dad told me he spoke to jonathan's mom and that she's crazy but we all know that. anyways i deaded him over the phone cusz maad shit was going down i told him i couldn't be with him with the issues wif his mom nd all dat and stuff and den he went crazy nd kept calling me until he got tired and came here to see me. shit is crazy. he came over his mom calls me and comes over and fucks him up i mean beats him so bad. i caught an anxiety attack or something and i blacked out =(. i love him ALOT it just hurts me so much. so he went home and he called all night but i didn't answer none of his calls. he comes this morning and starts to cry his mom calls and to avoid problems i say he wasn't here. anyways; we got back together after a llot of crying and stuff. we went to the doctor and found out i wasn't pregnant =( but w/e, his mom and i spoke today; i even spoke to his dad. wat hurts da most is; my baby is leaving to puerto rico. my hubby; ma everything is leaving!!! why me? i can't sleep man. for real. i am gonna try going to bed. before i type a book. i'm out

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just a lil bit' [May 2, 10:31 pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

haha =) all i need isz a lil bit... a lil bit of dis a lil bit of dat! WHATS GOOD LIVEJOURNAL?!? MISSED ME HUH? I AM SOOO HAPPY ND SAD AT THE SAME TIME. my boo is leaving tomorrow :'( he is going to baltimore to work for a whole week =). stephany rocks she has a new LJ name datsz ma damn booboo<3. well here are my plans. tuesday05/03/05 chillen with daddy & famz; wednesday05/04/05 getting my tongue pierced nd nailsz done; thursday05/05/05 the triple 5 day =). chillen wif wifey hopefully. friday05/06/05 cuttinq skoo nd qoiinq to victorsz cribosz in BK--coney island all by miself =(. anyways; my weekend i don't kno wat i will be doinq. if u wanna make plansz hit up da cell =). anyways; today i went to school and got a ton of homework. hey at least i did the science report that was due tomorrow and i'm qon turn it in tomorrow. anyways im so superdiduper hyper nd crap im gonna call my man i might go to bed i might not. hit up di cell if anything man mwahsz

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VANESSA
V is for Virile
A is for Alluring
N is for Nice
E is for Easy
S is for Snarky
S is for Shy
A is for Altruistic



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NEW LAYOUT; CAN'T SLEEP! [April 25, 1:01 am]
[ mood | FXCK! ]

qrr. i can't sleeep. :'( i'm so damn confused. soo much shit been happening. jay nd me made 1 year and 7 months yesterday. we couldn't chill. man wdf is going on wif me man. i want victor but yet i wanna fuck around wif ma females. dis bitch arlene said we can't be together no more cuz she not bi. we man im out

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NEW LAYOUT; [April 19, 11:24 pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

good day; quick blog cuz i got to go nite nite
-slept
-chilled with ma baby
-went to the clinic
-chilled at home
-went to the park
-had great sex
-went to wifeys block
-picked my man up from work

awww!! wat a lovely day!!!! i got my nailsz done yesterday haha they're sexi.

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[April 17, 10:58 pm]
[ mood | content ]

i been boreed for all these damn daysz;

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Vanessa
Birthday:September 21.1989
Birthplace:North Central Hospital in the Bronx
Current Location:Bronx, New York
Eye Color:Brown
Hair Color:Brown
Height:4'11
Right Handed or Left Handed:Righty
Your Heritage:Dominican & Puerto Rican
The Shoes You Wore Today:Diesel's
Your Weakness:Love
Your Fears:Gettinq Raped
Your Perfect Pizza:Pepperoni, Extra Cheese; not too greasy & crunchy crust!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Pass To the next qrade
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:LOL.
Thoughts First Waking Up:should i qo back to bed?!
Your Best Physical Feature:smile
Your Bedtime:wheneva i want to
Your Most Missed Memory:my qrandfather. & beinq a child.
Pepsi or Coke:sprite
MacDonalds or Burger King:mc'donaldsz
Single or Group Dates:sinqle
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:lipton ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:capiccino
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Swear:yeah
Do you Sing:of course!
Do you Shower Daily:but of course menq at least 3 timesz a day!
Have you Been in Love:yes. i'm in love now & it hurtz
Do you want to go to College:yes
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:sometimesz
Do you think you are Attractive:i quesz
Are you a Health Freak:no
Do you get along with your Parents:yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:yeah
Do you play an Instrument:keyboard;recorder;quitar (a lil)
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no
In the past month have you Smoked:no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:yeah
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:noo
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no wateva dat shit isz
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:nope. wait taken sumthin from ma man countsz?
Ever been Drunk:yeah
Ever been called a Tease:yeah lol all the time.
Ever been Beaten up:by my momsz & play fiqhtinq and lost one fiqht
Ever Shoplifted:lolz when i wasz little
How do you want to Die:no not ever
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:a sinqer; writer; mom
What country would you most like to Visit:Asia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:qreen;blue;liqht brown
Favourite Hair Color:brown or black 4 nigkahz; red;brown;black 4 female.
Short or Long Hair:lonq hair 4 femsz; any kind 4 nigkahsz
Height:taller than me for nigkahsz; small nd petite 4 femalesz
Weight:not too fat; not too skinny; averaqe
Best Clothing Style:fresh!
Number of Drugs I have taken:umm. none
Number of CDs I own:a whole fucken lot. over 500
Number of Piercings:8 biitch!
Number of Tattoos:zero
Number of things in my Past I Regret:nothiinq

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